iloveyou*

2009-05-14T00:31:00.002+08:00

' We havent been as close as last time, its not you, its just me. im too complicated to understand. but whatever it is, you havent been there when i needed you(or maybe i didnt even let you know about it at all) but i dont blame you, cuz i havent been a nice friend to you, as well. but what im tryna say is that i thank you for being my friend and i rly wish to give you a nice happy birthday present.
so ill like to treat you to "wakeboarding" at east coast soon. '

-You are the best that i ever had, the best that i ever wanted. Having such a great buddy like you three are the best present i ever received.

2009-01-10T04:18:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL HAS STARTED FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Yes, apparently it's for most of us (: Just finished 3 days of Adam Khoo's camp and i tell you what, they are superhumans with super powers man! It's really super worthy to spend the money on this camp (: Yeaps, school had started for a week and i am the POA REP! Hahah, kind of cool huh! And there is really 2 things i hate and freaking find it unreasonable that teachers always ask us to do:

1) PICK UP THE LITTER ON THE FLOOR.
Wth, when the litter is nearer to the teacher than you and obviously he/she saw it first, they will still walk up to you and ask you to pick it up. Natural reaction of ours will always say 'not mine what', but they always say, not your's then cannot pick it up ? Then when you tell them it's neither their's, why can't they pick it up? Standard outcome, office for defiance, nonsense right?!

2)CLEAN THE WHITEBOARD FOR ME
At times when teachers are standing infront of the whiteboard, they still insist of having someone to clean it for them when it was them who dirtied it by writing on it. I really don't understand why they can't clean it themself, true?!

Ohmyyyy, Alfred's at my house because he just lost his key while sending Charlene home. I have tons of photos to upload, but blogger just can't allow me to do it! Photos up asap! (((((((((((((((((:

2008-12-19T00:12:00.002+08:00

I have never pass my humans before, I have never pass my overall for combine science before. I have never even seen a C6 for this 2 subjects in all my report cards in my secondary school life. I scored the lowest among the whole level for combine science in my prelims and got insulted like never before. 2 weeks before the exams, I knew totally nothing about chem and physics since sec 3. I cannot even mark out the electrons and atoms. I aimed for a 6 for my L1B2 so that I will not fall too low. I was really dreaming when I only passed one subject for my prelims. How to shoot from F9s to distinctions in 2 weeks?! Kind of impossible, I know that. That's why i studied really hard in that 2 weeks. Today when I got back my results slip, I was shocked. Very shocked. I got a four for my combine humans, and a five for my combine science. Oh my, my first pass for humans was a four when all along what I got was always a F9! I never dreamt that i could pass this 2 subjects before, not even think. And i got 3 distinctions, English, Mother Tongue and POA. I am so so happy that I walk up to the teacher that insulted me, threw my hands in the air and said I did it to her, LOL! YIPPIEEEEEEEEEEEE (((((((((:

2008-12-18T00:31:00.005+08:00

It's been so long since i blogged, lols! Had to work like almost everyday, so can't be blame luh huh, hahah. Met Cherie today and we caught twilight, not as nice as compared to reading the book i will say. Here's pretty Cherie! (:

2008-11-19T01:25:00.002+08:00

The first time i saw you was at fareast.
The first time i held your hand was in the cinema.
The first movie we caught was the game plan.
The first kiss i got from you was on my cheek.
The first time you cheered me up was with the penguin-bear.
The first person who baked for me was you.
The first girl who made me believed in patching up was you.

I'm so glad to have a girlf like you, my love.

(:

2008-11-19T00:39:00.001+08:00

LOLOLOLOLOLOL!

2008-11-17T03:44:00.010+08:00

Here I am blogginggggggggggggg! WEEEEEEHOOOOOOOOOOOO. Actually is i'm kinda bored because i'm done with reading bed time story to sweet and she's asleep already! [YOU BETTER DON'T EXPECT TO SLEEP BEFORE ME TMR! MUAHAHAHAH!] Had been so super busy working for the past few weeks, and visiting my dear cherie while she's working of course (: Ohya, had our midnight ba kut teh after gotham that day, super exaggerating, lols. And the mega mac spicy is SUPER DUPER ULTRA SHIOK! Got so much things to buy recently, but i'm planning to use my pay to celebrate mum and dad's wedding anniversary, so must control! So far, quite a few of my great buddies and friends came over to visit me while I was working, thanks so much guys! Except for those who seriously turned me off, can't be bothered with it. Hahah, i have a photo of unglam winnie eating carrot cake, but she says her fans will spam my blog if i were to post it, lols! Oh Jaron, good to know you're fine.

(:

MY HANDSOME LIL' KIEFER!!!!!!!! ((((((((((((((((((:

2008-11-08T23:31:00.004+08:00

CHERIE, I'M ALL YOURS,
TOTALLY.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

2008-10-31T00:06:00.001+08:00

TRICK OR TREAT, HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

2008-10-21T00:58:00.005+08:00

Wesley's in Perth now, he went with Christopher only.
So with just the 2 jokers there, I wonder what they will do at the nude beach :D
Hope he won't be shot dead there, and get to know some chicks there (:

2008-10-20T01:05:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY WESLEY!!!!!!

Besides wishing that you will get a wonderful girlfriend soon, i guess there is nothing else i can wish you, correct huh?! Enjoy your holiday tmr! (((((((((((((:
I love you my brother!

Went Sentosa today, like finally. But, it was a rainy day though. Sun-tanning didn't succeed of course, but we still manage to play beach volley and soccer, fun fun fun (: We should be going again soon, so anyone? (:

Ytr went to celebrate Wesley's birthday at some bar which i don't know what name it's called. It was really fun because everyone got reeaaallyyyyyy tipsy and all the nonsense came out from them. It's really super hilarious! I only got a few pictures taken with Kelly now, and I will upload the rest taken with her camera after she send me! (((((((((((((((((((:

I miss you, Jaron.

We miss you, our buddy.

We're gonna be all here waiting for you,

all changed.

For the better,

because we have all grown up, together.

How lucky we seriously are isn't it? (:

2008-10-17T18:31:00.005+08:00

!@#$%^&*!@$%!@#

Perhaps, I need a pair of listening ears now.

2008-09-29T17:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY CHERIE HEE!

MAY WISHES COME TRUE! (((((((((:

The rest of the words are just kept between me and you (:

Hand sewn! (:

2008-09-25T23:13:00.004+08:00

JARON WONG SHUN YI (:

Happy birthday to you,
happy birhtday to you,
happy birthday to jaron,
happy birthday to you.

First of all, a big big happy birthday to you! You are finally 16. Yes, FINALLY!
I think you will be glad to know, that we celebrated your birthday today. ALL OF US! Yes, a dinner and a WHOLE birthday cake. What will surprise you is, your girl Kailing was there too! Though you were not there, but not to worry, all of us gave you our best wishes! Curious who helped you make your birthday wish? It was ME ME ME! Well, what came out from my mouth were not what i wished for anyways (: Photos and videos will be uploaded soon.

I will never forget this moment, i'm sure you won't too.

I called your mum today, and I asked how she was. Not to worry, she's doing rather fine. When i asked about you, I could tell that she is quite sad. I'm so sure that she misses you more than anyone is, and how badly her heart was broken. I've been reading your past messages over and over again. How badly i wish that i could read your tag whenever i enters my blog, but it got lower and lower somehow. I miss you my dear buddy. I was alleviated when she told me you're fine, but i almost cried out when she told me what you hoped for. I didn't tell anyone, so don't worry. Well, she and Kailing do contact each other and she loves her as a daughter in law so much. She is your girlf, we all agrees. Not to worry, i'm still doing what you want me to. Even for most mission impossible job, she is still well supervised by me (: As of studing hard, I wants to show you my chemistry paper so badly. Finally in my whole secondary school life, i passed my chem test. You are always the only buddy of mine, that praises me in my academy. ONLY YOU. I kind of feel quite different now without having you. There are really some things, that only you can sincerely think about it and give me comments. There is like so much i want to update you. Especially that my criteria for girlf is not a must to have long hair. You are so right when you said one day i will think criteria is nonsense.
I miss you, i really do. I want to be present there on 7th october, but i just realised that i have my N's paper that day, AHHHHHHHHHH!
I almost went crazy, when i saw that everything on your blog was gone! It was like seriously, wtf. The memories all went poof, gone. All those things there are OURS, and i don't think any single person has the right to take it away. Not a single one at all! I can't even be bothered to go to that blog anymore, because that blog already belongs to someone else, and not your's anymore.

We all miss talking to you, miss teasing you and so on! Hope you are doing fine, and all the best buddy! Happy birthday my buddy and I LOVE YOU!
May wishes come true for you!

Much love,
Denz .

2008-09-16T23:25:00.007+08:00

THE 2 IMPORTANT MESSAGES FROM YOU.

'Bro, you all take care . Work hard for your future . Thanks for being my bro in my life . I love you all .' - The last text i recieved from you while i was sleeping. Don't worry, i will remember what you had said, my dearest brother.

'my dearest bro , thanks for everything these few years . i don't know when can i see you again . i do really miss you badly . study hard for your exams . alrights . jia you!!!! i love you , brother .' - I'm really so happy to see your tag because i knew you read my post. I knew you would. I promise, i won't publish any post, until 25th, which is a post for your birthday. The photo of us hugging each other which made both of us almost cry will be in that post, because you said it's the most meaningful photo we ever took. I miss you alot brother.

Don't worry bro, I wouldn't care if anyone says the cap don't suit me. I wear it because of the meaning behind it, and not for the sake of apparel purposes.

2008-09-14T22:34:00.004+08:00

At this moment, you're all on my mind. I really hope you'll give yourself a second thought. If you're still gonna stick to your decision, i'll respect it. I won't talk about it, nor psycho you , as i promised. So, i'm going to talk about you and me. Knew you for about 10 years, how time flies huh? Remember our first quarrel about the phone, the times when the whole bunch of us got punished blowing recorders outside the office and i still remembered how hilarious it was when you sang the national anthem. Those pranks we did when we're in primary school, was really super entertaining. From smuggling handphone to smuggling cigarettes into school, complaining about teachers to scolding them infront of the class. And not to forget, the most unforgettable one, all of us got cane together infront of the class. I'm sure we both agree, primary school lifes are really so different from now. How much all of us had changed, everyone can sees it. maybe another 20 years or so from now, we can tell our children that me and you grew up together, and telling them how much they have to pay, for this short period of mightiness. I don't know how long later, will i get to see you and crap with you again. There was this time when you pulled me back when i was about to cross the road at pp? If you didn't do that, i can't even imagine what will happen after that. The car was really dashing so fast, and you said " the remaining of your life belongs to me now! HAHAH! " And now when i really think about it, yes, we are all part of one an other's life. What may happen next is only a paragraph of your life, you still have chapters to go on! We always complain about your flirtatiousness in the past, and now when you finally found someone that you really really love you much, we hate you for being so faithful too. We call it stupidness of you to tattoo her name after breaking up with her, but now, i call it being nobel. Because if you were to ask me to do that, i won't be able to. This few days really made me realise how important you are, and how much i don't want you to go. Like the message i text you just now,' i love you my dearest brother'. Who cares if pple gonna start crapping that me and you is gay or what? I love you isn't only for girlf or wife okay, it's just a word to somehow show how important someone is to you. And i'm telling everyone that we are so close brothers that i can say i love you to you. After so many years, i'm going to tear for you again. I will remember you using all your money to get me a present, when you don't have money at that time. All the things we've done all this while together, the fun and laughters, is definitely not just a post will be able write it out. All of us knows how much you're trying to improve, and i seriously see the results. The sun will be out after the darkest period. Remember what i said, i love you so much, as a brother. Take good care of yourself alrights? Last but not least, i wish you a happy 16th birthday, may wishes come true! (((((((((((((:

We did this 2 years ago while working at coffee showcase remember? Acting cute 1-10.
I'll miss you, my dearest brother.

2008-09-14T15:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAITH !

Finally, what you had been awaiting every year has arrived again !
You have been such a great support in my life all this while and i really appreciate the priority i have in you. You know, if there isn't any girlfriend or wife in this world, you'll definitely be the most important girl to me. Seeing the change from when you're in sec one till now, from your flat rebonded hair to permed, then to normal again, there is really a huge change! At least you have your dreams and your goals to achieve now. You're really the strongest girl i've ever knew darling. (i know you're gonna kill me for the 2 pictures below, lols!)

Now and 4 years ago (:

2008-09-07T22:40:00.003+08:00

Went shopping today! (: Hahah, it may sound so wrong when i have my maths paper tmr but, hahah, i'll do my best for tmr! New LV bag! (:
Back to saturday, became a tution teacher and studied a little. Met yang and companyafter that at town and guess what? We took neoprints! Lols, it's really been super long since i took neoprints with all guys inside there! (((((((((((((:

10 years and still counting on (:

2008-09-06T01:55:00.006+08:00

N's had already started. Hopefully i can score well for my previous few papers. For my english compo, i did the question : mistakes. The words number needed was 250 - 400. But guess what? I wrote about 800 over words. I know it's abit too long, but i really can't finish the whole thing with just 400 words to write out one of the mistakes in my life. It may be just a word, but it contained a huge content in it! With just the introduction, it already took me almost 2 paragraph to write it out! Lols, so a 8 paragraph compo, 800 plus words already quite summarized already huh? (: Hahah. Social studies? That one power. Most of the people studied chapter on Sri Lanka conflict and governance. But, Sri Lanka came out on SBQ instead. SEQ came out ageing population, social cohesion and one more i forget what. The first thing i saw that governance and Sri Lanka didn't came out for SEQ, i seriously exclaimed WTF ! Luckily the day before someone reminded me to study social cohesion because it was easy, so at least i could do a little for the SEQ. Thanks sweet (: However, the main thing is, me and Zhenhao wasn't the one who studied the least, instead, all the chapters he studied came out because he doesn't believe in teacher. Most of the people studied 1 -2 chapters only eh! I at least got study 3-5 chapters okay! PRAISE ME PRAISE ME (: The english compre said this : Everybody need praises! (((((((((: So come on! Learn to praise everyone around you, there is no harm doing it afterall! ((((((((((((((((((((((((:
I always thought that I will say I love you so deeply once before, never did I expect I will be able to say I love you so deeply once again (:

2008-08-28T22:18:00.003+08:00

I ate the best pasta today ((((((((((((:

HERE'S BABY KIEFER! (((((((:

2008-08-26T20:53:00.005+08:00

No teacher had ever made me feel this way before. I admit that i didn't really study for my the paper, but i really hope that you understand i didn't had any foundation since sec 2. But i really did try to catch up the things 2 weeks before my prelims, i really can't finish it. Hence, i had to make a decision to give it up for my other subjects. Yes, my other classmates are facing it too. I also admit that it was because i started revision late. But, i really hate being compared with them. We might be classmates, facing the same teacher and teaching skills. But my past was definitely diff from them. Most of them goes home straight after school and study all the way till they turn in, for the past 4 years. But, i'm really not like them. None of them was in gang before, get into fights, nor know what was 'standing for themselves '. Going into the best class in NA, taking 2 O's subjects, wasn't easy at all. I knew i had to change and you used to call me your most problematic student, remember? Now it wasn't easy that i stop all the nonsense i used to give, and quit the life i was in. It really wasn't easy. Though you both only talked to me merely more than 5 mins each today, but the words used was really harsh, 'i don't know what i can do for you', 'you are a total humiliation to the class'. Upon hearing all this, it really hit me deep down. But after a day of thinking, i finally understand that you guys really had no choice but to say all this to me. I know that though you said ' you wash my hands off me', you still bothers. After all this, my testimonials are still long and positive. You nvr record any of my mistakes at all. Each time i need a report for some cases, i know you put in the most effort to spend your time in writing as much as possible. Having you as my form teacher for 2 years, i knew you gave in your best. I realised that me receiving all the harsh insults weren't the worst. But it was the disappointment i gave you hurt you the most. Having my name included in one of the top 25 among the whole lvl, best 25 improvement students, to one of the lowest now. I could imagine how much i hurt you. Yes, it is my life that will be concerned, but when i got all the results above, you were more happy than i am. I really hope you will believe that i did put in tons of effort in my other better subjects, because i really need to make a choice. I'm really sorry with the disappointment i gave you, but i will try my very very best, to see you smile for my achievements again, when i take back my N's results. I can't promise anything, but i'll try my best.

Thanks for cheering me up and letting me think positively. It's been long since i was really cheered up by someone this way. I really appreciate every single thing from you. The cupcake baked from you is really loved (:

2008-08-25T00:53:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE !
EUNYSE KWOK PEISHAN, one of my bestfriend ever. The one whose number will be the first to be dialled after a breakup for some console and support. It's only been awhile and 4 years had passed, how fast it really is huh? Thinking back when you're still a small primary 6 girl who asks permission from parents to go out with your friends, and now, it's permission to stay out the whole night with friends. We had all really grown up now. Knowing what is right and wrong, who to trust and who not to. Remember the first time you recognises boonchew outside heeren telling me he added you in friendster or talked to you in friendster (i can't really remember), both of you didn't had much to say to each other. Now, so deeply in love with each other already eh! With him being your boyf, i totally have no worries, and you better treasure him okay. Forget about that scar in your heart luh, TIME TO MOVE ONNNNN! Alrights? (: Once again, happy 16th brithday to you and may all things go smoothly for you, my dearest bestie! (((((((((((((((((((((:

2008-08-25T00:45:00.003+08:00

You`d never know how much I love you, as my brother.
How I cared for you. You may think sometimes, when i`m all mean and scary, I don`t. I don`t mean it and I swear. And I thank that we`re all changing, changing for the better. And I hope you would too. Even though I know, you`re trying, try harder. What makes a man? It wasn't easy for all of us to come to what we are today, it's just the matter of time. How you do you want to become is really all up to you, if you are determined.
All for one.

2008-08-24T01:39:00.003+08:00

Went vivo for dinner today at marche , like finally ate my rosti, and some people was late for a whole 1 hour! Super power right. Hahah, met yang and gina after that for dinner round 2. LOLS (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

2008-08-24T00:55:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANG !
Well, having know this friend for 10 years, there is just too much to talk about. Seeing him picking up bad things , and then changed for a better person. Once a guy who walks with his hand swinging to like woodlands that far, now reading a book whenever he is free and behaves like a gentleman. From the moment i heard that you're going back to school again, i knew you've changed. So, here i am wishing you a BIG AND LOUD HAPPY BIRTHDAY and hope that everything goes well and smooth for you. Lastly, you're one of the brothers i won't forget who goes through thick and thin with me (: Rock on yo.

2008-08-23T16:41:00.006+08:00

Hello people, peiyinnng(peranakan!) here(and none of you guys know me.)

stupid denz requested me to blog for me,teehee.

he bugged me to say those pixels i posted are very handsome.

I WANT TO SEE KIEFER AND NOT DENZ LO.

UNFAIRRRR,KIEFER IS NOT HOMEEEEE. > ;(

CIAO. *jumps and find yutinggg and abandons denz's blog* ;)

2008-08-23T16:28:00.000+08:00

HI.
yuting here.
Blogging on the behalf of my brother.
He's in the kitchen ironing his pants with my BIMBO, peiying!
hmm, about why they need 2 person to iron just one pants,
i really dont know!
lol.
BIMBO & HIMBO in action (:
alright.
SEEYA! (:

2008-08-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

I HAVE THE BEST PARENTS ON EARTH !
Yes, you are not alone.
cheer up (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

2008-07-31T23:55:00.003+08:00

MY PRECIOUS BROTHER (:
BABY KIEFER !
Photos while i was playing with him .

2008-07-28T20:32:00.006+08:00

I'm here to blog since everyone says my blog is dead!
Nothing much today becasue i'm sick again with flu, sorethroat, fever and swollen eyes. So was home for the whole day, think tmr will also be staying home. Gosh, prelims are next week! And this week is revision week. I want to return to school soon!

I'm so in love with this soft briefcase and I'm gonna start saving up to buy it ! $2,240! WEEEEEEE ! ((((((((((((((((((:

2008-07-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

Everything was too sudden today, i guess.
I had my hair snipped off real short due to the sudden craziness i had. And i guess i look 16 now.

2008-07-20T21:20:00.002+08:00

I'm super boredddddd ah! Was home the whole day today because of the bad flu and fever I had. Lying on the bed doing nothing was really the worst thing ever! Want to sleep also cannot, don't want also nothing else to do, and adding on to the continuous sneezing, the feeling was really not good! But at least, I had ytr to enjoy. Though we was starving and had no idea what to eat, with long queues everywhere, but her presence made everything worthwhile (: Hahah, and , she can be really fierce if she wants to, LOLS!

2008-06-16T17:15:00.009+08:00

(My brother wears hoody, LOLS !)
HOME SWEET HOME (: My brother is back home on Sunday and i can see him as much as i want, COOLLLLLLLLLLLL ! (:

2008-06-15T01:20:00.003+08:00

Day two of baby Kiefer's birth (: Rushed down to the hospital after work and i'm like thinking about him the whole day . Saw him crying in the nursing room and it really broke my heart so so much ! The nurse just leave the babies crying all they want and they dont even do anything , I so feel like carrying my brother out and take care of him myself man ! LOLS !
Caught a picture of him yawning today ! Super cuteeeeeee ! (:

I can't believe those things came out of your mouth , I'm not sure if you know . But what you did really hurt me alot alot .

2008-06-13T22:41:00.004+08:00

KIEFER TAY , MY YOUNGER BROTHER (:

Yes , rushed my mum to the hospital in the morning and she gave birth (: It took her 6 hours plus to give birth . It was really so nobel of a mother to actually go through so much pain , and instead of her complaining all the inconvenience and painfulness she had gone through for months , she had to be so happy and smile about all this . How amazing could that be . It wasn't easy at all . And i seriously agree that the first thing you do on your birthday is not to go celebrate or play , it is to say a big thank you to your mother who goes through so much to give you your life . SHI SHANG ZHI YOU MA MA HAO ((((((((((:
Lols , i was stunned when i saw my brother being pushed out . Quite of shock because he was really so small , a baby eh ! But now i feels that it is very cool of it (:
I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN YOUR LIFE AND EVERTHING TO GO SMOOTHLY FOR YOU BROTHER ! (:
Had been working this few days and didn't had time to meet girlf , i miss you so so much ! Everything will be over soon , so don't think too much alrights ? I'm always here for you , i love you <3

2008-06-07T23:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2ND MONTH MY DEAR GIRLF! (:
I love you tons baby !!!!!! <3

2008-06-01T02:53:00.007+08:00

MY NUMBER 1 ! (((((((((((:
The msg you text me ytr seriously made me smile after i read it . Baby , this whole week with you beside me was so great , I LOVE YOU ! <3

Went shopping with family today , bought an emporio armani watch and girlf was quite unhappy because it was a little over , LOLS ! I hadn't been buying anything for the past few days leis , so just let me pamper mysef abit luhhhhhhhhhh . Alrights ? Hahahs (:

2008-05-29T23:48:00.003+08:00

I'm here to blog ! (:
Had been so lazy to type my keyboard the last few days , so didn't update (:
Baby came to my house for parent's meeting today , and everything went well i guess (: I wanted to play so much prank on her but when i saw how afraid she was at the beginning , i couldn't bring myself to . Ha , and she finally realised how far my house was from her house , LOLS !

Baby , i didn't give you up because i knew i couldn't let you go . I made you my girlf , because i'm deeply in love with you (: . I didn't do those things just for you , but it was for us . I just love you so so much <3 .

2008-05-25T22:19:00.001+08:00

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO ARE TAKING THEIR O'S MOTHER TONGUE TMR ,
ESPECIALLY TO MY GIRLF AND ME ((((((((((((:

2008-05-20T21:16:00.002+08:00

THIS IS FROM MY GIRLF ! ((((((((:
It's about half of my body big , darn cooooool oh !

Shall upload a picture of my lv bad soon , Dad , THANKS ALOT ! I LOVE YOU !!!!!!! (((((((((:

2008-05-20T20:43:00.004+08:00

MY CLASS PHOTO (:

ha , dare me to strangle the hod ? I DID IT ! (:

our shirt ! ((((((((((:

2008-05-13T23:37:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO ME ! (((((((((((:
This year's birthday is really one of the best birthday i had . Most of the credits go to of course , my wonderful girlf , my brothers and my bestfriends (: Everyone acted to give me a surprise , and i was totally conned ! Especially my girlf , really can go take oscar award sial . Hahaha ! I didn't even suspect that she was acting at all luh ! I was really shocked when i saw the cake being carried out , and i seriously got fcuking touched by it . You guys must know how they all con me , it's really darn dramatic that no one could believe it's fake . LOLS ! Rushed home after that to celebrate with my family , i feel that i'm so lucky now , THANKS TONS GUYS (:

My dear girlf ,
I really don't know what i can say to let you know how i felt . The present you made for me (DEFINITELY IS THE ONE I LOVED THE MOST), the surprises that you've planned , just let me understand how loved i am . You had really put in much effort in everything for today . Though i didn't must express myself to you earlier , but i really loved everything .The first surprise didn't work out and i didn't expect you to come up with a second one . Baby , what you had done for me really shows how much i mean to you now . Although i didn't plan any party or chalet this year , but this year's birthday is one of the BEST one i ever had . Thank you so much baby, and not to mention my bestfriends and brothers !

NOTHING IS BETTER THAN HAVING MY GIRLF BESIDES ME ON MY BIRTHDAY , WHATS MORE WHEN SHE HAD SURPRISES AND EVERYTHING PLANNED FOR ME ,THERE IS NOTHING ELSE I CAN ASK FOR <3

My birthday surprise (:

2008-05-11T23:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !

Spent my day with family today and celebrated mother's day . Well , being a mother seriously have to sacrifice alot , i have to admit to that . Despite having to carry you in their womb for 1o months , they still have to bear the responsibility to take care of you and worry for you , perhaps for 3/4 of their life . But as their child , have you actually spent 1/4 of our life thinking for them ? Most of you can think so hard and put in days to prepare a present for your friends , but maybe just spend one hour of your shopping time and anyhow grab a 'thing' for your mother . They took all sorts of trouble and bring you out to buy your clothes for at least 1o years , but now, asking most children to bring them out once in a while for shopping is like so so impossible . I really felt so guilty for all the rudeness to my parents in my sec 1-3 years , i'm sorry !
MY PARENTS ARE THE GREATEST PERSON ON EARTH !
WEEHOOOOOOOOOOOO !

I had great fun ytr night , everyone breached their probation last night .
HAHAHA !
And yes , i miss my Girlf super much ! (((((:

2008-05-10T01:40:00.003+08:00

I'm so tmd darn bored nowwwwwww ! Well , my girlf abandoned me for sleeping . And it's like nobody is online now , and i can't play dota because i don't want to get hooked onto it like last time anymore . Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . Anyways , gotten back my mid years results , and i have no comments about it . Failed Humans and Science .Passed POA , English and Mother Tongue . What surprise me was actually my Maths , i have never fail it before and the lowest i get in the last 3 years was like B3 ? And it's like only once and after that the rest was either A1 or A2 . But guess what ? i actually got a F9 for this mid year's maths paper . I was totally stunned when i saw the results . However , only 4 manage to pass the paper , so i think the paper was really hard . Hope that my prelims result will be much much better , and baby's results will good too .

Girlf , i miss you i miss you i miss you ! Don't feel disapointed anyways , it's the thoughts that counts most . I know you got the heart can already luh (((((:

You mother fcuking bastard , don't ever try to flirt my girlf , ccb .

I'm really so sorry for all that happened , my true greatest best friend .

2008-05-10T00:56:00.005+08:00

Happy first month baby , though i'm blogging 3 days late . LOLS !

2008-05-05T23:40:00.002+08:00

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I finally understood why jaron decided to go to all the blocks and look for her despite knowing the chances was near to zero percent . The few minutes when i was running , was prolly one of the scariest moment i had before . Nothing else matters , besides you , my love <3

Girlf , i swear i was so freaking shock when i saw your post . It's not your fault for what happened earlier , nobody wanted all this to happen . I didn't put myself in your shoes . I had always thought that you're very independant , but i was wrong . No matter how strong headed or confident you are , you're still a girl . A girl that is no much different from other normal girls - soft and fragile . And which girl doesn't wants to feel love as much as possible ? To be pampered like no other girls could be ? All this that happened today was somehow due to my negligence towards you . There shouldn't be any excuses to cover up my negligence , thus don't ever think that it's your fault . For today , i thought of the most negative thing that could happen between us , i can't deny but to admit that i'm afraid of it . I ran as fast as i could , because i didn't want what happened to jaron to happen to me . I was worrying that i couldn't catch up with you , but at the moment when i was seeing you before me , i felt rather relieved . I promise you i'll never walk on you anymore , i won't leave you alone , i won't let you feel helpless anymore . The feeling of losing you just sucks so much , i don't like it but at the very least i realise that i can't afford to lose you more than last time . So please dont let me feel it again . And thanks for understanding that i have my limits , and giving in to me at times , i appreciate it alot !
Baby , there is bound to have commas in our story , it's okay , just make sure that there is no full-stops in it . I LOVE YOU JUST SO MUCH BABY ! <3

2008-05-02T01:05:00.007+08:00

Went shopping todayyyyyyyy (: Woke up late for tuition and had to rush down without even having my hair styled . Suppose to meet girlf at pp to pass her textbook after my tuition but dad called and psychoed me to go out with them . So no choice , agreed unwillingly in the end . Without styling my hair somemore , gosh . But luckily i went , because we did so much shopping , lols ! Thanks daddy ! Was really great , but just that i didn't get to meet my girlf today , shagzxzxzxzxzx .

Someone wanted to send this photo to stomp siol . Scared bodoh , lols !
Got alot of things is not i got nothing to say , is i don't want to say anything only . I was quite disapponted ytr , and i'm sure you know why . But seeing you expecting a scolding from me shows that you know what you did was wrong , hence i kept quiet instead of saying anything despite you asking me to. So long as you're not doing it again , i see no point in getting angry and ending up quarrelling (: We still have our honeymoon period to enjoy ! Baby , my mind is all about you now . Your words , your hugs and your kisses , it's enough to make me go crazy over you . I just love you so so much , you're my sweetest addiction <3 .
Going to mug now for my poa paper tmr, weeeeeeyaaaaaaaaa (((((((((:
All the best for your paper tmr , ILY girlf <3>

2008-04-30T00:21:00.003+08:00

i love see-shiehing ((((((((((((((((((((: will blog more tmr , good luck for everyone's exams , i miss my girlf alot (:

2008-04-27T23:47:00.003+08:00

It's exam period now and i'm like so bloody not in the mood at all . I'm not even feeling nervous or stressful . I tried to revise my work , but the moment i read a few sentences , i started yawning non-stop . The few paper i took last week , it's either i scribble nonsense on it , or i just slept before i even open up the question paper . Gosh , this is the first time i take my exams so lightly , i don't know what to do either . Tmr is my maths paper , and i only did 1o paper one questions today though i went tuition . I've thought thoroughly and i realised that i need to do well in this mid year . I don't want and i can't afford to screw it , but so much things happened recently . I know i need to get my priorities right , but all this that had happened are diverting my concentration . Hope things will turn better and i can do well for my exams , because i really need good grades to prove myself for now .

I miss my girlf alot , and i'm totally into her now . I love you tons baby , <3

2008-04-22T23:26:00.001+08:00

I don't wish to quarrel with you anymore. At least not in this period of time. No, at least, not forever. I know somethings have to be settled and be put straight, but i'm certain both of us can do it sensibly and not just trashing out our thoughts no matter how harsh they were. I'm sorry if i didn't think about your feelings and thoughts last night. I'll stop pushing the blame and admit that it was partly my fault.

Girlf, let's stop going crazy over little things ok? Everything will be fine. I still love you la. :D

2008-04-20T22:08:00.003+08:00

Because i'm willing to do anything just for her smile and laughter ,

I have the right to love her .

I kept quiet because I didnt want to be rude , not because I have nothing to say .

Girlf , don't worry .

I'm very sure neither of us will give up (:

I LOVE YOU ! <3

2008-04-15T15:50:00.001+08:00

MY BEAUTIFUL GIRLF ! (((((((:

Didn't went school today , had gastric last night and didn't have a good sleep . Woke up at 9 like that and talked to girlf because she had free period , then went back to sleep after that . Was really really darn bored staying at home luh . But luckily i still have a tons of movies to watch because i took almost all of jaron's dvd home . Opps , i'm not gonna see my name in someone's blog alrdy . Ahbla , i'm gonna go watch my movies nowwwww .

2008-04-14T00:12:00.007+08:00

10 facts about me :

I love my girlfriend Joanne C. very much and she definitely means the whole world to me .
I lose my temper and gets jealous quite easily .
I hate people hanging my call without saying bye alot , as in just karp it .
I can sleep for long hours .
I love superman alot .
I need to have good results in my studies .
I quit smoking already (: .
I value my brothers darn much .
I am vain and my hair is very important to me .
I love shopping and burberry and louis vuitton is my favourite (: .

Baby , it's been great having you beside me (: I love you tons girlf ! <33333

2008-04-09T23:54:00.004+08:00

met girlf. at parkway today as someone wanted to meet me so urgently .

i thought she was up to some prank or what ,

but she actually baked muffin and made sandwich for me !

i was totally stunned when i saw the bread , lols !

she slept at 2 a.m. just to prepare the stuff for me eh !

baby , it's not that i didn't say thanks ,

it's just that i was too shock luh .

nothing could come out of my mouth besides i love you at that time ,

but now , i really want thank you millions ! (((((((((((((((:

I LOVE YOU BABY ! <3333333333333333

2008-04-07T22:57:00.003+08:00

I'M BACKKKKKKKK ! (:
whahahaha , life at bangkok was great !
everyday shopping , eat and sleep !
i really enjoyed it !
went shopping and i don't have to worry that i dont have enough cash ,
because the things there are really way too cheap !
but before i went up the plane to bangkok ,
i had already spent 6oo plus in the airport's duty-free .
and i spent most of my nights in the hotel's lounge watching soccer and drinking shots .
the room service food was great too !
the only thing that was bad was my phone doesn't have auto-roaming and i can't contact her through my phone ! but luckily dad was kind enough to let me call her up and text her using his phone ((((((((((:
well , it was really fun there !

i misses you badly for the past few days ,
not contacting you for days was totally impossible for me .
and i got people telling me you told them you missed me eh !
lalalas~
' where is my tay qi rui ? where is my tay qi rui ? '
does this sounds familiar to you ?
hahaha !
i think it is super normal for us to miss each other so much when we don't contact for days .
i guess maybe this is what love is all about ((((((((((((:

and , i don't need anyone's trust or impression except her's to tell if i'm serious with her .
it's her whom i love ,
it's her whom i shower love onto .
only she herself will feel it and not anyone else .
therefore , i'm sure she knows very well whether i am serious and how much i love her .
she is old and clear enough to decide who she should entrust herself to ,
and depend on him for long .
i just feels that it's really none of anyone's business to assume what kind of person i am ,
and do the decision for her .
maybe being together might not only concerns both of us ,
it concerns our parents , our family .
but definitely not bestfriends and friends .
i loves her and she loves me ,
and we go into a relationship and be called boyfriend and girlfriend .
this is the greatest thing that could ever happen to everyone ,
to love , and to be loved .
this is where we can find the sort of happiness which only one unique person could give you .
thus, as bestfriends or friends to her ,
you guys stopped her from having this kind of happiness instead .
do you people still call yourself a friend to her ?
i seriously don't think so .
i'm not targeting this at only one particular person ,
but to all those who bad mouthed me behind my back to my girlfriend .
no one will know how much i love her more than i do .
and please leave this relationship to the both of us .
and don't try to make it turn sour by all means ,
because she really means the world to me .
thanks alot .

and to my brothers and catherine , thanks for taking good care of her when i was away .
she totally felt like as if she has body guards , lols !

don't worry my dear , i'll try my best to let our plans go smoothly .
so that we will have no problems when we let them know in 6 month's time .
i love you baby <33333333 !

2008-04-03T00:48:00.005+08:00

i'm flying to bangkok tomorrow !
weehoooooo , finally going for my holiday !
i'm getting so excited , hahahah !
will be going with dad and grandma (:
but most importantly i wont be going to school until tuesday .
shopping spreeeeeees , shiok sial !
and take care darling , i'll really miss you tons .
i'm really damn glad that you bother to squeeze time out and meet me today .
i really appreciate it alot .
i don't know how important nor how much you will miss me ,
but i'm sure you know how important you are to me .
wait for my return ! (:
I LOVE YOU DARLING <3

please , don't assume what kind of person i am , especially when you don't even know me well . don't make me hate you .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !
went for dinner with my family to celebrate dad's birthday .
ate until i'm so full .
hope you really enjoy it .
i wish you all the best in everything you do ,
stay healthy and happy forever !
you're really a great dad who tries to give me all that i want ,
dote and shower love on me . i love you too dad ! ((((((((((:

2008-04-01T21:18:00.009+08:00

APRIL FOOL'S DAY !
lols, today was darn fun .
i started disturbing pple the moment i stepped into the school .
and it's like only i disturb people and no one disturbs me . lols !
but the first prank which i actually got conned was from joanne !
i tell you ah , is not you too smart to con me hor , is i nvr get prepared to
get prank becasue no one was playing any trick on me okay, lols !
then throwed water bomb at teacher , spraying water on teacher .
and even took the fire hose out and play ! and the fire hose could actually shoot the water till damn far sial ! the water strength was really POWERRRRR.
jaron got conned , and joanne got conned that i was angry with her .
lols , joanne , next year i'll revenge even more okay !
ha , ytr and today pon class from 1o all the way till end of school .
perhaps just no mood to study this few days ?
and mid year is just like 3 more weeks away ,
aiya , also don't know luh.
maybe just stay positive ? (((((((((:
JOANNE CHONG , I LOVE YOU .
( happy april's fool ? joking ! )
LOLS !
stop disturbing me luhhhh !
i miss you <3

someone gave me 4 rules that i have to follow , lols !
#1 no more cigarettes after this pack.
#2 don't call me after 1, cause i'll be aslp.
#3 don't dota too much, cause i'll be darn bored,
#4 stop sleeping during class.
#5 must say i love you to her at least once a day.

:D
well , the #5 was given by myself ((((:

2008-03-28T01:02:00.003+08:00

someone asked me out tmrrrrrrr !
whahahahah !
eh , i hate the way we talk just now .
i was partly at fault too , dui bu qi !
but you told me it's one quarter over now .
so at least its better than nothing ! (:
your cough is still as terrible and i dont think your throat is any better too .
take good care of yourself luh !
gosh , i think i'm missing you .
goodnighttttttttts !
Joanne. C <3

2008-03-25T15:09:00.002+08:00

didn't go school today because i was feeling darn giddy when i woke up in the morning .
but someone is super duper sick now eh ? hahah !
she have to eat medicine after every meal ,
then go to bed and sleep for hours cause she is feeling drowsy ,
and waste her day on bed . MUAHAHAHAHS !
told you i will disturb you right joanne ?
but luckily you have me to msg you and keep you accompanied hor ,
if not you comfirm rot at home de .
hahahs ! XD
let me know if you want me go find you ltr okay ?
and rmb to eat medicine ah , dont make me nag and nag eh !
loves <3

well , i guess at this moment when i'm typing this out ,
i had alrdy chosen to let fate decide our brothership .
i'm not sure if you visits my blog and is able read this ,
but if we are really fated to be brothers , you will be able to read this somehow .
we have been brothers for years alrdy , its not very long , but neither is it short .
and having such a bad quarrel with you had nvr came across me ,
therefore i really dont know what to do .
i can swear that you are one of the most important brother to me , even though i went in ,
none of the brothers were as important as you .
despite knowing that i will be in thr for a very long time .
i wasn't thr all the time when they needed me ,
but i can say that i have nvr fail to be present when ever you are in trouble , even if i am of no much help , i still try my best . im sure you knows it too .
thinking few years back , we were so close that we could even share the same blanket , and pple always says that we are gay . but we didn't care because we clearly know how close brothers we were . this was how close we were then .
we had our boys' talk beside the merlion , spilling our hearts out .
but look at us now , when was the last time we went out ? or even when is the last time we said hi or bye to each other ? just some small misunderstandings could turn the brotherhood btw us upside down ? until when i sees you and some others coincidentally , i walked up to say hi , only the others says hi while you dont even want to turn your head and look at me ?
perhaps both of us have grown up and clearly understand what kind of friends we want ,
i really hope that you can reallly think hard if i am the sort of person you think i am .
you have known me for years , and think back about those things we had been through together , am i really that kind of person you think i am now ?
i agree that brothers do have quarrel , but not till this extend isn't it ?
i just hope that things will turn better because i still wants to salvage the brothership btw us though i kept thinking that i dont need to.
i really miss you bro , the times we had tgt .
this is the frst time i am saying this to a boy , im not turning into a gay ,
but just you're a close brother whom deserves me to tell you this ,
take care loads (:

2008-03-23T17:20:00.006+08:00

so tmr how /
opps , its sunday again .
tmr got school again , shag sial .
well , went marina for lunch with joanne on friday , then went down to heerens to put her blink blink this on her stupid slipper , lols ! waste money only sial XP.
jaron , melissa , zhengyang and weising meeted us at paragon. then went to plsy billard at katong . and guess what ?
JARON WONG HIONG PROBATION and came to meet us .
i was like keep disturbing him i want call police. lols !
then ytr slept for onky 2 hrs ! ha , then met joanne at marine parade library to study .
i finshed my accounts hw okay ! unlike some pple like nvr do anything at all . lols !
after that her sister came to fetch her home and me and weising met the rest for dinner (:
jaron hiong probation again and we went to joanne's hse .
it was super super big . hahah !
played with her Wii and it was super tiring . the boxing game was super fun man , love it man (:
was super sick , thanks joanne for taking care of me .
loves tons (:
eunyse , i`ll write other day about that post , sorry ! (:

playing Wii (:

i love my smiley (:

weising and jaron playing Wii boxing (:

me and joanne playing boxing (:

2008-03-17T00:08:00.003+08:00

GOODBYE HOLIDAYS , ONE WEEK HAS PASS SO FAST .
i hate being treated like a fool .
i really hate it .

2008-03-16T04:59:00.003+08:00

met joanne at parkway and went to cut hair ,
she said she was studying but ha , i dont even think she was !
lols , jaron came along and we went to macafe to slack .
nothing much (:

this is my reportcard for this term (:

look carefully ah , there`s 2 A1s on it okay !

SHIOK CAN !

lols , and i got C6 for chinese is cause im doing express chinese now ,

so its not counted as lousy le alrdy .

and im doing express maths too , and i scored A1 for it !

its really so cool can (:

poa B3 ? 1 more mark to A2 eh !

english also not bad luh , A1 (:

ha , two F9 ?

combine humans and science are my WEAKEST subject .

its not the teacher fault but i`ll try to pass for my mid year (:

but besides scoring 2 A1s , what most surprise me was my conduct is GOOD okay !

whahahahah , it always had been fair since like sec 1 .

i guess this proves my conduct is improving man !

hahah , i suddenly love my teachers alot eh .

lols , i've decided to behave myself and stop visiting the office from next week onwards !

so DM , OM , VP and P , prepare to miss me tons !

hahahahahahah (:

2008-03-16T04:37:00.004+08:00

2008-03-14T03:27:00.003+08:00

its friday already , and this means that holidays are ending soon .
BOOOOOHOOOOOO .
i seriously thinks that school's hours should be changed to 4 days a week and start lesson at 1o a.m. man . like that students will have more mood and energy to study can .
GEES~
my bangkok trip is being postponed cause the flight is full !
and the only one that is vacant is only the budget airline .
WTH .
i would rather go take cruise then that airline man .
hmmms , kind of disappointed but at least its being postponed , not cancelled .
so hope i dont have to wait too long (:
met joanne at kebangan to get some stuffs and slacked there . alvis joined us after that .
its turning 3.5o a.m. alrdy , got to go tuition tmr at 11.3o till 4 .
gosh , must turn in nowww , shall blog more tmr (:

hahah sheila , marathon marathon .
i will keep my promise (:
SMILES !

RIADI IS A FCUKER , A SORE LOSER , NOOOBSHIT !
HAHAHAH ! XD
SEE THIS BRO ! (:

2008-03-13T04:26:00.003+08:00

went for injection early in the morning , it was so darn pain can .
i can even feel some strong liquid being pumped into my shoulder luh .
my whole hand then turned numb all the way till the chest there ,
super horrible feeling .
hmmmms , went parkway and lunched at the indonesian restaurant ,
went to do some shopping for my little brother and guess what ?
the clothes are SOOOO CUTE ! i ended up buying so many stuffs for him and i guess he will have more clothes then me soon . whaoh , shop for stuffs for babies are like so so different .
its just so freaking enjoyable and when you see the sizes of the clothes , your mood will just turn better automatically .
hmmms , when tuition and then met jaron , weising they all after that .
pooled and slacked at jaron house .
well , jaron had changed so much .
this brother of mine is really turning for the better alrdy .
bro , the one month inside is over alrdy .
so just stop looking back and continue walking ! (:
today is the first time i nvr hear any vulgur out from his mouth , lols !
and he was like telling me to 'control' over and over again .
its wierd but good for him though .
shall show you guys a before and after photo of him (:

BEFORE:

AFTER:

so this is him ! (: short hair and at least smiling ,
rather than giving tht dao face , lols .
maybe you guys don`t see much diff ,
but he really turned for the better .
at least he is not talking with full of vulgurism and throwing his hands into the air (:

saw this photo at jaron`s house . it was taken when we`re sec 1 i think .
and it was actually framed and displayed on his table . gan dong eh , lols ! xD .

my cooler for my lappy has damn cool lighting ! (:

2008-03-12T00:20:00.007+08:00

hahah , im back to blog ! (:

finally finished my 4 days it show .

was really my most enjoyable job ever ! (:

though it was tiring , 4 days work , 4 days also late by hours .

hopefully won`t deduct pay man ! GEES ~

hmmms , bought my sony vaio finally ! i bought white and sis bought red (:

really thanks mum and dad so much,

i really love the lappy so so much ! (:

hmmms , and faith bought her lappy as well , sony vaio too .

COPYCAT MAN ! jkjk .

cheryl came to visit me , thanks tons man !

and finally , i pierced smiley ! (:

it`s nice (:

well , went studying with faith today .

dinnered at pepper lunch at lido ,

then head to lido`s outdoor macafe to study (:

then now cab to faith`s hse downstairs de mac to continue studying (;

im sooooooo tired ! (:

but stilll got tons of homework to do !

guess i`ll end up playing dota soon ,
LOLS !

ME AND FAITH CAMWHORING AT LIDO`S MAC CAFE (:

ME & FAITH WECAMING (:

ME AND FAITH`S LAPPIE ! (:

GEOGRAPHER BAR , GREAT PLACE ! (:

SCHOOL BAND CONCERT , VAL & ME , SHEILA & ME ! (:

PHOEBE & ME AT WORK ! (:

2008-02-27T16:43:00.003+08:00

"VISITORS BEAT UP STUDENTS IN SCHOOL"

well , im back to blog .
one of the hottest topic in my school about the racist riot in my school .
you would had realised it if you had read the friday newpaper .
but , don`t ever believe what is written in the newspaper ,
they only write some part of the story only , gosh.
wonder if its a newspaper or a magazine sial .
its not even rioting can. its called eating lesser people can .
bloody 2o over against 5 ? theres no way to fight can .
and its like only 1-2 are from my school ? while the other 2o+ is graduated ?
wth man .

ahhhh , im so bored now . saw eunyse few days back and she waved to me , i couldn`t recognise her at all can . hey friend , this shows that you need to do sth now eh ? lols , zand wanzhou , faster come back from your camp luh !
hahah !
will be back to blog soonnnnnnnnn ! (:

2008-01-19T15:49:00.000+08:00

it takes two person`s decison to agree to be together ,
BUT IT ONLY TAKES ONE PERSON`S DECISION TO SEPERATE .
so what if both had been through alot together ?
its just crap .
the bond will disappear eventually .

i can't believe this had happened .
and i hate e outcome .

2007-12-25T14:24:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY !
finally , christmas has arrive .
everyone busying exchanging presents yeah ?
hahaha .
oh santa , this year i seriously do not hope to have anything .
i just wish that you will make my wish come true , thats all :) .
YOU`RE DEFINITELY EVERY REASON WHY IM BEING SO SATISFIED :) .

2007-12-08T22:58:00.001+08:00

dearie , i wanted to tell you that i was so glad that singapore has one more idoit lessed for 3 days .
but , i couldn`t bring myself to do that cause besides telling you how much i misses you now , nothing else could come out from me .
faster come back and meet me up !
you`re so missed by me baby :) .

2007-12-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

superman!
i'm here to post! :D
i'll miss you! :)

2007-12-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

post for you on thursday :D

2007-11-24T00:27:00.000+08:00

went to work at e roadshow outside heerens today .
was superrrr tired cause i only had 2 hrs of sleep . but luckily e job was slack .
i was only suppose to walk around taking photos with people X)
and i was freaking surprise that 2 of e organizers are gay man .
and i was attracting almost everyone`s attention when i was on e way to town cause my attire for e show was actually a primary school`s uniform . oh my tian can .
SHORT PANTS sial .
but got use to it after awhile ltr .
so if you guys happens to be at town , do come over to heerens to snap a pic with me !
and stand a chance to win 5o bucks !
hahaha .
and i have got a nice boss wh treats us to marche after work .
whahahahs xD
thks anyways .

my attire for e show . lols xD !

2007-11-20T03:52:00.000+08:00

I LOVES MY GIRLFRIEND :) !

2007-11-16T15:36:00.000+08:00

thks dearie for posting X) .
well , met up val at yck mrt after sending my girlfriend thr .
went down to ecp to meet chenhao and riadi . slacked awhile then send val and riadi to bus stop . so we went to gamers for dota with derrick X) .
eh honey , i die is cause i kept talking to you then not in e mood go play ok . not dont know hors . lols xD .
then chenhao came to stay over at my house .
reach my house le and we decided to go out again X) .
yea , was quite entertaining afterall X) .
i love my girlfriend <3 .

2007-11-16T01:35:00.001+08:00

hehe, i'm bored so i'm here to help baby post! :D
he's busy dota-ing now! &&& he keeps dying-.- HAHAAH!
don't know how to play, don't play la....... =x. haha.
so we met at douby ghaut today & he's late! by 12 or 13 minutes?? hehe
wanted to watch at the cathay but, didn't have the right timing.
so we walked to plaza sing, got the tickets for 'game plan' .
watched & darling sent me to yck mrt. :)
snapped some pictures & mom came.
off i went & he went to find his friend waiting for him. hehe.
okay, it's bedtime for me!
i love you darling. :)

2007-10-29T19:39:00.000+08:00

someone told me that i`ve stopped blogging regularly alrdy last night eh ? ha , dearie , i`ve kept my promise and now im back blogging alrdy ok ? but doubt you will have a long post to read xD .
today went to school cause my lessons are extended for 2 weeks and this means that my holidays are reduced by 2 weeks ! shit school and lessons man . woke up late today and went into school at around 9 when it starts at 8 . manage to slip into clas when teacher was outside dont know doing what . and got screwed by geog teacher after that cause i went to some people`s blog in his lesson ? wtf luh , its just such a minor problem and you wants me to apologise ?! over my dead body ah . so he kept me in e lab for like half an hour arguing and persusading me to admit its my fault . lols , in e end when i told him you want go call my mother complain luh , i wont apologise no matter what . then he let me off . lols . waste my time only sial . then 2 hours of maths , BORING !
after that went to shawn house take cigs . wo de tian ah , dying for it luh .
lols , and i learnt how to fried eggs ! xD .
didn`t know it was so simple sial .
ahhhhhh , got nothing to do now . waiting for my dinner to be home .
honey is working now , someone so poor thing eh . lols xD . go all e way to jurong to work ? and didn`t even wants me to go fetch you home cause its too troublesome for me ? ha , i love you so much :) .

2007-10-24T18:51:00.000+08:00

oh my tian ah !
boredom is just killing the freak out of me !
and its like when you ran out of cigarettes at this time ,
can really die sial . zzz .
fcuk throat infection man . its so painful and i`ve been coughing till i puked since ytr luh . but superman dont need medicine ! hahahas xD ! it will heal by itself by some ways X) .
last night slept late and this morning got up in e morning and rush to school cause i wants to watch incredible tales in school . it was scary luh . so i went round scareing people . lols . you can see people jumping in all sorts of directions luh . hahahas xD . then kena scolded by some people . but i still continued X) .
muahahahas .
well , tmr must go back school again to get my report book back . irritating sial . and fanny tan will not be teaching us anymore . there goes my wonderful teacher . i wont have any mini skirts and teacher that wears tubes to school anymore ! LOLS XD . in fact , maybe its no more in the whole school ! sian eh .
now stucking alone at home . sit infront of the computer the whole afternoon popping walls` mini poppers into my mouth . pathetic sehs . LOLS .
whole day didn`t msg cherie heeeeeee . who ask her ytr bully me . wahahahas .
BAOYING !
but i macham punishing myself sial . damn xinku sial .
and i do miss you so much . its ok , tolerate awhile more and i shall msg you ltr X) . bet you are happily shopping right now .
think thats all bahs :) .

my love for you is growing more and more , please do not ever tell me that we are impossible or relationships can wait . cause i`ll go bonkers ! :D

2007-10-19T14:34:00.000+08:00

school was darn bored today .

got the stupid travelling and tourism course for e entire week .

and today i only attended the class for like till 9 plus then went to smoke then walked around school then go home . waste of time luh . and i`ve made a new friend `yiwen` X) .

i have to admit that she`s so freaking damn cute and lovable .

but she`s just so gl and pampered luh .

hahahas .

i said i`ll buy her chocs and she sad dont want .

then ask her what she wants she said anything !

WTH ! lols XD .

but shes just so cute at that moment X) .

she taught me a word `quit` .

hahas .

i`m gonna quit you means im not gonna friend you anymore .

lols , make me sound so blur when i heard that initially .

and she actually has 13 bf !

piangs , pri 1 only so flirt .

next time jialat ah !

hahahahs .

worst of all , she had been stealing my cherie away from me !

cause she has to tuition her and babysit her .

lols . also don`t know want pity her or cherie ah .

hahahahs .

and when she scolds me im suppose to keep quiet and apologise ?!

its like TMD luh .

cherie , you still says she`s not spoilt . lols xD .

now waiting for derrick teo to call me and i shall go meet him alrdy .

at night then meeting e rest X) .

and someone said somethings to me , she said im her sweetheart and

she`s obssessed with me !

whahahahas .

i love you honey X) .

2007-10-16T17:09:00.000+08:00

LOLS ! IM BORED !
and cherie hee , you nvr msg me yet ! bet you are still slping !
LOLS ! stupid piggy cat !
im so missing her now luh .
and its my turn not to go school tmr !
muahahahas ,
cherie , you will be my honourable girlfriend soon !
trust me :) .

2007-10-15T12:51:00.000+08:00

i`ve just found out that i was being scolded in someone`s blog ,
eh , please luh , if you hadn`t been flirting around , meeting and talking to other guys , i would had long kept my promise and return to you .
if you e things you wrote in your blog and friendster are true , that you really still waiting for me , then you wouldn`t had been flirting around ! i admit i was wrong to hurt you in e past but since you could do all this , i dont see why thr`s a need for me to keep my promise .

and yes , cherie hee is stepping into my life and i believe she can makes me happy . cause im falling in love with her . so eunyse kwok , you shouldn`t be feeling remorseful about anything and we shall be best friends again .

cherie , i love you !

2007-10-14T17:33:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHH .
so darn bored now !
stuck at home for e whole day .
luckily i have cherie to talk to me online ,
if not sure die want ah .
lols XD .
and i`m so looking forward to get my results back X) .
if i cant get into next year throughtrain ,
guess im transferring to ymca .
e private school which only has express stream for students . lols !
cause i dont want to do n level ! last time n level only need 3 subjects
but now needs 5 subjects .
how to take sial .
and once i get into ymca , see how jaron show off to me that his in express . lols . but me and him wont be classmates cause he RETAINED and his now in sec 2 express . so also dont know he showing off what sial .
muahahahahas , im evil xp !
tian ah , wo hao men ah !
and yes , superman loves catwoman !
i did not type wrongly !
here`s e new version ,
`brothers had always been most important for batman and women are just tissue paper . LOLS ! he had always neglect catwoman for robin and let her do all her missions alone . so they broke up ! thus , superman went to court catwoman . and they got together eventually . LOLS !`
although its all crap , but superman really loves catwoman cause ,
superman is me and catwoman is cherie heeeeeee xp !
NOW SEE THIS ! , I LOVE CHERIE HEE !

2007-10-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

CHERIE LOVES ME & I LOVES HER TOO! (:

2007-10-12T03:36:00.000+08:00

well , as promised to cherie ,
im here to blog already ok ?
hahahs .
first of all , i`ll say what i`ve just heard from my PRETTY , HOT AND GORGEOUS poa teacher X) .
she told me bout my marks for my poa eoy ,
guess how much i scored ?
i only expected a pass cause i`ve been failing poa like no one`s business since e start of e year .
but i actually scored 89 !
a A1 eh ! so freaking darn happy luh .
but this time , i`m not saying i earned it or i studied hard for it or blablabla ,
i don`t deserve any credit for it cause i wouldn`t even get pass without FANNY TAN !
you are seriously a wonderful teacher i had luh . im only able to get a 89 fully because of you giving me hell loads of remedial and explaining things over and over again .
really thanks you so so much X) .

well , tonning at chenhao hse today .
my hols had started ! lols . self declared to relieve myself X) .
went to ecp and we went blading . lols .
finally i had e fun out of it . hahahs .
saw eunyse kwok thr and we met for a while . can see that you`re still sad luh .
just cheerup alrights !? everyone is playing mahjong now and i suspect e security guard is coming up le .
LOLS , writing till here for now .
off i go to disturb riadi ! his asleep and we are grabbing toothpaste now .
his so freaking died ! muahahahahas xD .
oh ya , and not to forgot ,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHERIE HEEEEEEE !
i kept my promise ok !?
lols XD .

2007-10-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHERYL HEEEEEEE!!!!!

2007-07-21T14:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO! X) my dear boyfriend is being kuku. he abandoned his blog so im gonna revive it a little. he's been pretty busy i suppose. and he ate my marcaroni and cheese! very random =x he's still sleeping and i was an ass and woke him up at 9++ 10am this morning. HAH.

happy belated 3rd month darling. (:

head over heels just for you my love.
-hillary

2007-06-13T01:33:00.000+08:00

LAZY BUM! you abandoned your blog luh! and i stayed up to edit your skin! though it should've been done ages ago buttttttttt i still edited it X) its 1.25am not and im not sleeping! cause im hereeeeeee. wahahas. and you're on the phone. nehneh watching some kuku show. love has been super sweet. thanks for withstanding my pms-es and all the yadah yadah yadah. i love you lots and lots X) AND DON'T ABANDON YOUR BLOG! :DD

lovelove.
-hillary

2007-05-22T22:41:00.001+08:00

hello hello X) requested by love to update his blog for him. RAHH lazy ass. XP hahas. dearest one month had passed and i'm oh-so-loving you (: hohoho. and you nehneh TAKE CARES AND GET WELL SOON!!!! chocolates and cookies can wait! hohoho. im meeting you tmr X) i miss you! someone stayed home all day eh? good luh. hahas. and beach beach beach. our promise! and i love you so luh. im boredddddddddddddddd and hahas. your blog also turning to mine -.- retarded much. =x anyway i can't think of anything to blog so here's the photos from our first month X)

ending this off with one more photo (:

lovelove.

-hillary

2007-05-13T05:01:00.000+08:00

WEE~

met love at tamp den went to town to ccelebrate my birthday .

she was like close to 1 hour latebut thats cos of e chocolate she made for me .

so she`s defintely being forgiven by me !

she made sushi for me too .

yar luh , damn touch luh .

took neoprints and we started walking around .

den went to walk around town .

went to toys r us cause love feels like going .

after that went to marina meet friends den went for dinner .

we headed to e fullerton to slack beside e merlion .

den loves parents came to pick her up .

cab down to katong to play pool den dota !

won and won .

lols .

i love my dearest girlfriend loads and loads .

guess you are sleeping like a pig now bahs .

hhas XD .

and lastly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF and happy mother`s day to mummy !

agree with me that love`s face is as square as sponge bob !
LOLS , and you definitely look like him XD .
whahahahas .

2007-05-13T01:33:00.000+08:00

hello darling! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (: someone's finally 15 eh! randomly dropping by. IM MISSING YOUUUUUU.

2007-05-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

my dear boy, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING X)

one and only,

-hillary

2007-05-09T15:30:00.000+08:00

exams are OVER !
finally .
i bet this is e 1st time im so enthusiastic about my exams luh .
study for all e subject except for poa la .
and this includes me studying for my chem , physics , geog and even socail studies .
accounts is just too hard for me to study luh .
dun even understand anything .
e only damn thing i know about poa is only assets=liabilities+owner`s equity .
and yes , its really that boring .
i`ve been mugging badly late in e night , and its terrible !
not fun at all . so bloody damn tired luh .
hhas . and i found out sth , coke makes pple awake !
my dates for dota are gonna start soon . finally can play without pple nagging at me .
phew .
love , i`ve finish my exams but you have not .
so you better not be in your holiday mood ah .
now its my turn to see how you suffer from studying .
muahahahahas ! XD .
k luh , i shall not be mean .
i`ll also not be in my holiday mood till your exams are over also .
so you better not find excuse to slack ahs !
i`ll make sure you study when you meet me .
lalalas~
XP .
you are my addiction !
HILLARY;my love .

2007-04-30T23:05:00.000+08:00

I will never find another lover sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinking of.....baby

Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I really love you

And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow.
You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

-all my life, K-ci and JoJo

someone's in love with this song eh? X) good nights love! YOU'RE SLEEPING SOUNDLY LIKE A PIG =x get well soon ks?

I LOVE YOU.

2007-04-29T21:54:00.000+08:00

hello LOVE! dearest is on the phone now being amazed by his own mp3 -.- WHOO! im finally done with his blog (: after an hour of work. YOU'RE SUPER DUPER MISSED. and you don't sound that sick anymore. TAKE CARES LUH! drink lots and lots of water ok? dancefloor's result is here. IM OFF.

i love you (:
-hillary

2007-04-29T07:32:00.000+08:00

hhas , yes my love .
im blogging already .
surprise to see me blog right ?
hhas .
hmmms , it seriously been long since i last blogged .
muahahhahs .
plain lazy =x .
this few days busying mugging for my test in e day ,
and e night i still have to mug .
so ya , mug and mug and mug .
its amazing that i`m becoming a mugger right .
hhas .
but luckily baby has been taking time out to meet me almost everyday to kill my stress .
love you tons loads !
im missing you badly !
today ton at chenhao hse .
den dunno whr to go so we stayed at his hse .
only bought some beer and cigarettes up to slack .
baby dote me so much that she only hung up e phone at 3+ when she has to wake up at 9+ .
so now im waiting till 9+ den can sleep cause she will be calling me .
simply love her so much luh .
and yes , i`ve promise to bring you to see stars when you are out with me next time .
and i shall keep my promise .
hahaha .
simply addicted to you .
HILLARY;my love .

2007-04-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

hey love. (: neh neh. you're super lazy lah. you and your dead blog. DO SOMETHING TO IT!! -.- IM SUPER BORED and i miss you (: go home quick! gonna keep this short and sweet. hahas. you are the one that can make moments last forever X) 200407 is love.

you cast your spell on me.
-hillary

P.S: I LOVE YOU!

2007-04-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO. a lazy bum is at lan playing dota i suppose. AND is just toooooooo lazy to blog -.- you neh neh can. hahas. I HATE WINDOWS. all windows in the world should be destroyed! random. X) im super bored. someone today happy le luh. anyway. i've got nothing much to blog bout BUT you should thank me for reviving your blog! hahas.

just so you know.
hillary was here! X)

2007-03-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAS !
today went tuition . so darn bored luh .
cant stand it .

HILLARY TAM YI KWAN ,
im gonna blog bout you already k .
so stop nagging ! hhas .
first time doing this can . so stupid .
but no choice .
since someone had already blogged bout me ,
ie cant possibly not blogged bout her .
hehes .
what shall i say about you ?
a girl from hongkong with a black black heart ?
MUAHAHAHAS !
k laas , i shall not be mean .
everything bout you here has to be good .
if not , my intuition tells me im gonna be died =x .
and yes . we had a deal that she shall teach me POA
and i`ll teach her maths X))
but im so afraid tat she does not have any maths cells at all .
hhas ! jkjk .
and oh ya , she has a beautiful face and wears a sweet smile
most of e times . but , don`t seems to love her family alot .
so sad X`( .
k laas . study hard and stop playing poker in class ahs !
hhas . XD .

2007-03-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

went school in e morning for POA lesson and guess warde ?
7o% of e class did not turn up . ahhhhhs !
kena dua ahs .
but luckily , still got zoe leewee they all pei me .
well , wasn`t feeling tat great today .
i finally understand how ue felt . ue cried today . its e first ever time ie could do nothing but to just pass ue tissue and get lost . it hurts me to be in this way . he was thr to lend ue his shoulder . ue no longer needs mine . im no longer impt to ue . things will not be e same as e past anymore . ur whole mind was him . and ue are only thinking of how to talk to him . ie can see tat . e space for me in ur heart does not contains me anymore . ie noe its cause of my presence tat make ue feel awkward with him . this 3 years i`ve been treating ue more den a friend should be . in fact , even better than how i have treated my those ex . i`ve never failed to places ue as e number 1 . but now , ie understand tat ie have to let ue go . ie clearly understood now tat we both has our own way to go . for now , ie will do warde a friend have to do . and not more than tat . i`ve nth else to say but those phrase tat ue thinks its stupid and old ; be happy with him and cherish ur relationship with him . tc my greatest friend , LOVES*

2007-03-11T11:00:00.000+08:00

well , finally . im attach to her .
but in e same time ,
i`ve lost my greatest best friend .
ie really dont know warde im suppose to do .
hope tat time will heal everything .